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Eric coming home, and psycho kitty [16 Mar 2005|02:33pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

so eric is finally coming home for good next week. No more short visits, and long distance phone calls. I'm so excited about his return I don't even know what to do with myself. Next week is also spring break and my dad is going out of town again that weekend and tbat means eric and I will have the house to ourselve. I'm thinking to myself that things are working out to perfect so I'm going to have to go about things cautiously just to be on the safe side.

OKay so I know this is way off subject but today the most craziest thing happened when i got home from school. So I come into my house and slam the door behind me, and began to run for the stairs because i had to piss, and I wanted to use the bathroom in my room. But I hear this loud clatter in the back livingroom and it's just getting louder. Scared shitless but determind to see what was going on in my livingroom I slowly walked down the hall ready to run for the front door at any instant. There it was the most psycho-ist kat i've ever seen!!! In my fucking house. It was thowing himself into my sliding glass door. it was making me dizzie and he was breaking the door. See we have one of those doggie door things that you put up on the rails of the sliding glass which we use for our three cats. So that was how this cat got in and it knew it came in threw that door, but when i came home the cat freaked out and wanted out and couldn't just run out the little doggie door thing. Like a fucking dumb ass it ran around my house attepting to bust threw our sliding glass doors. It was fucking freaking me out because the cat was hurting itself and crazy enough to hurt himself so i thought it was crazy enough to hurt me as well. finally after many failed attempts to open my backdoor because the wind would slam it shut it finally stayed open and the cat jetted out of my house, freaked out and screaming and squirming I ran for the phone and called eric..he just laughed at me. All i know is that that cat fucked up that doggie door thing we use for out cats and scared the shit out of me. fucking psycho-kitty

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Last Night [01 Oct 2004|04:08pm]
last night after that second interview I meet up with my new friend Kyle we got drunk and hung out with these two other guys chris and mike and this chick brittany. I got pulled over by the police for not having my headlights on, I know I know, I was fucking faded. I didn't get a tickets just a warning. Kyle and I saw Shaun of the Dead that movie was alright, and a lttle funny, not ubber funny. If it was the whole theater would know. At the end of the night when i was leaving kyle had this long talk with me, my buzz was gone so it was funny watching his drunk ass repeat himself a bunch of times. He was telling me that he respects that I have a boyfriend and he was apologizing if he had said or did anything to offend me. which he didn't. He said that he is attracted to me but will not do anything because he believes in karma as well. Which was cool, but I'm sure he's waiting on the edge of his seat for me to break up with my buberlou. which i dont think would happen.
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UPS JOB [01 Oct 2004|03:58pm]
So on Wednesday I had my 1st interview with UPS in san diego. and I got a second interview, which was on Thursday, yesterday. I think it went well. Jerry, the man, said that I everything he wanted to hear was said. And that I should be getting a call sometime today and probably start work on monday. I'm sorta nervous, only because I dont want to be slow or weak. I dont want to be called the girl that couldn't get the job done. Because when i did the walk threw I only saw guys working the pre-load, loading, and unloading. I want to be successful at this job. If things go well at this UPS job I intend to turn in my two weeks notice at Denny's, which I am a little sad about...but actually I'm kind of excited about quiting. Working with people all day can really wreck your self-exteem, I mean fuck people are mean. I think it would be funny if I left Denny's doing that whole bit from halfed baked. Tell everyone "fuck you" and exclude the "cool" ones and than say "I'm out!" Plus if I loose the Denny's Job I will have the weekends to hang out, maybe even make time to take a trip to see eric. If I get the job at UPS, I would have to work the day before thanksgiving but not the day after, and I would have to work christmas eve, which is kinda sad. Vacations are fun. Welp thats whats crack'n in the job world for me right now. Damn I have to go to work in an hour and 30minutes.
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[25 Sep 2004|04:56pm]
I got MY L's
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Oceanside Hoodlums [25 Sep 2004|04:41pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Last night I had what you would call a date, but I called it two friends meeting up to hang out. I meet this dude on the bus, his name is Kenly. We exchanged numbers and he called and asked me to the movies on Friday night. I said sure, I had nothing else to do. I told him over the phone about Eric so he wouldn't get any ideas. So I show up to the Dairy Queen at 730. I meet up with Kenly, and I guess he meet up with some of his other friends. He doesn't nessacarily introduce me. He just points and tells me there names. I probably said but 5 sentences to the guy. He was busy running off leaving me by myself with all of these black dudes. I was thinking of leaving, because at the time I was thinking "This is some bullshit." Just than this guy Kyle walks up to me, one of Kenly's aquantances. He says to me what are you doing here by yourself, I replied I was asking myself the same question. He says to me who were you suppose to meet here. I told him that I had already meet up with him, it was Kenly. He says where did he go, I say I dont know he said he would be right back. I began to say buy to Kyle when he says well shit dont go home, come down to the beach. I said fuck it what else am I going to do. Kyle is black, just a little taller than me, really nice white teeth, and a little chubby but the baggy t-shirt he wore covered it up. I hung out with Kyle and meet a few of his friends. One in particular I dont remember his name but he kept hitting on me, he was obviously in his twenties but I found him quite funny. I also meet these three black boys who asked me with big smiles on their faces if I was "hoeing" I laughed and said "fuck no." They continued to joke with me, asking me if I thought I was good enough to be apart of their team. They cracked me up. A lot happened that night. It felt like everyone knew everybody. Kyle invited me to a party he was throwing on Nov.4th. I told him I would go. haha this one dude Glen he was mexican wanted to take me in his car and buy me a forty. I wasn't about to hop in dudes car. Kyle and I rode the bus home we talked about a lot of things. He's a cool cat, he told me what Lil; John meant when he says "Skeet, Skeet, Skeet" that song is so much more funnier to me now. Kyle made an observation that I was the center of attention with a lot of the guys. He said at this rate, your boyfiend better hurry home. I thought to myself, that Eric is a far better guy than any of those guys. Especially Kenly asshole ditching me. I need a gentleman in my life, Eric is pretty good at filling those shoes for the most part. Hey nobody is perfect. So even though lastnight wasn't at all what I expected, it was a good night.


PS
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST YESTERDAY AFTERNOON. I GOT MY DRIVERS LICENCE.

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guess whos back, back again [21 Sep 2004|08:56pm]
I was drawn to the computer this evening and decided to visit livejournal. I read some old entries and read up on my friends here in lj land and I remembered how much fun I had typing in this thing anually. Sorry if anyone in particular missed reading my journals, not saying anyone ever did or wanted to...anyways I got a job at Denny's Diner as a host, there is a high possiblity that I will move up to being a server in a few months. Which is very cool, I will be making tips and getting more money. I like working there, even though it is at times can be very nerve wracking. My oldest brother Jordan has moved in, and is totally and completely driving me crazy. I love him but for god sake if he could just stop saying "immensely" I wont have to stranggle him in his sleep!! I'm sure I will have more to say about him in another entry entitled "My Annoying Brother." I started the fall semester at Palomar, and I am actually having a lot of fun with school. This friday I have my driving exam, wish me luck, because the riding the bus is starting to get to me. My dad bought me a Cadilac. No my dad is still part Jew, the car has a lot of problems and I am fixing it up. I have already fixed the brakes and put in a cadiladic converter to help it pass smog. Now I have to change the oil which shouldn't be hard, but before I do that I have to fix the oil leak, which will probably be hard. If you want to help me out let me know. I guess in all reality the hard part is making the money to buy the things for my car. When I think about the problems with my car it sometimes makes me want to keep taking the bus, sad yes I know. Eric and I are still going out, were going through some challenging times these past few weeks. We have transitioned into a long distanced relationship, which is going to be tuff on both of us. It's for the best I suppose, Eric is joining the California Conservation Corp. (CCC). He and I both love nature so in a way I am envious, but he is more envious of me because I have a choice to go or stay. I wish I could go with him, but I have already started school and work. But if things work out the way I want them to, we will have the rest of our lives together and thats all that really matters to me. I'm actually waiting for his call because last night he called and said that he is coming home because he has two more weeks until has to go up there. So that means twi possible weeks that I can see him. So yea until next time you crazy cats.
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18? [28 Mar 2004|12:32pm]
Dear Friend,
President Bush is about to finalize changes in the laws governing overtime pay that could take away overtime protections from at least 8 million people. His changes will cut paychecks for families, erode the 40-hour workweek and encourage employers to require more overtime work. The changes include a new "military penalty" that would allow employers to use military training as the basis for cutting overtime pay.

Please sign the online petition opposing President Bush's overtime pay take-away by clicking on the link below.

http://www.saveovertimepay.org/

We all need to get involved before these important workplace protections are hurt.

Thanks.
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